We are free to play out a narrative mentality of ‘define, predict and control’ upon and in place of our core being – and effectively mask out the true, through the conflicted exclusivity of a sense of self-seeking power that is then needed to maintain such an exclusion zone as if it is survival itself.
I don’t expect I get through here but the core issue is whether you or I notice and watch our thought – or whether our thought runs as if it is ‘Reality’. If we are mesmerized and captured in our own mental identity masking – then such masking actively operates ‘control’ via the ability to open or close the tap at will.
If after reading this you felt inspired to look – or even a desire to be shown – then an instance of your own mind’s capacity to operate that ‘tap of control’ over your sense of self and life – as some form of emotional-psychological defence – will no longer completely operate you – and instead you will be aware in relation to it.
Habits are choices we do not realize we are making – but in the act of noticing, they become a choice – and as such are you now free to act out a different choice.
The original conditioning sets the choice to mask or hide our intent – and defend AGAINST exposure so as not to re-experience the pain, shame or terror of the fragmenting event that the ‘mind’ is made to cover over.
So the bringing back to awareness of what was fearfully denied does not come ‘naturally’ to us excepting when the ‘cover story’ breaks down – and then will be experienced through the lens of fear until awareness awakens through the glimpses of true willingness for being rather than persistence in fearful struggle.
One can meet the energetics of guilt, fear, blame, shame, hate, rage and powerlessness in character within your story without recognizing what is your own ‘correspondence’ – and suffer and struggle only to die in them. Or one can be curious as to what is truly going on – and yield the control-mentality to embrace a true honesty of being – in which in some sense we have to re-learn who we are by releasing more and more of what we are not – by not acting from such when we notice what we are doing.
The capacity to notice is limited by engaging attention in self-exclusive purpose. Life cant get a word in… Look at all the devices ‘THEY’ use to divert, distract, conflict and capture your attention – and USE it to become aware of the very SAME in your own Mind. You have to go UP a level to see from a point of FREEDOM relative to the conflicted or problem setting identity.
This FREEDOM is within being – and not the illusion of a freedom to control being. There is no need to control your free willingness to be. But there is a need to nurture and protect the nativity and emergence of such a quality of Consciousness from the ‘mind’ of ‘Herod’ – who is symbol here for worldly power that attacks first at sign of any perceived or imagined ‘threat’.
Worldly power – as I use it here – is what is generally meant by the word ‘power’ – which corrupts because it is already corrupted when used for a personal sense of possession and control – which is coercive and deceiving by its grasping to GET and keep for itself. How can this NOT set such a one at war with their true being – and how could it be persisted in without sacrifice and denial of truth?
Perhaps the nature of ‘this virtual but heavily identified investment of a world’ is to sacrifice and deny the true of being, and so this re-enacts itself ad nauseum – unless and until a different culture of IDEA is lived and shared in.
The definitions that actively operate our reality experience are not OUT THERE – even though we see the agencies of such idea in our world and are conditioned to WANT to hate the guilt in OTHER – as if escaping our self.
But see that so many who SEEM to be awaking are simply engaging war in another form-change – and seeking re-inforcement and validation for a version of a ‘define and control’ narrative. “Free” to fight the ‘good fight’. For many – this IS their belief in salvation – and no one will un-change their set of mind until they run down or bottom out – and then the movement of being that they denied reMinds them in ways they can accept.
]]>When my firstborn was very new in her life here, she put a towel over her head in play and moved about erratically as an expression of sharing fun with us – and then not surprisingly she hit her head on a chair – and did not play that game again.
So of course we have to map out our world to join in it – and that costs our freedom – or rather – at a deeper level we WANTED to come and join in the human experience and so also AGREED to ‘pay the price’ of putting a cover over our head.
Having ‘learned’ a world of fear’s distortion – in which a persona-mask substitutes for my direct awareness – I then have the opportunity to re-wake THROUGH it – but first to wake TO that I am not the mask and the world is not Reality – though my experiencing of it is my own current ‘take’.
Does this speak into the desire for being the freedom you ‘forgot’?
]]>We were each endowed by our Creator with inalienable rights to enjoy life, liberty and the pursuit of happiness, as Jefferson recorded on 4 July 1776.
But the upward evolution of humanity was disrupted by the good/mis- fortune of Einstein’s discovery in 1905 that rest mass (m) is stored energy (E):
. . . . . . . . . . . . . E = mc^2
Einstein’s discovery explained why the whole universe is alive, humming with a fundamental vibration that spiritual leaders had been realized decades earlier in deep meditation as
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After Hiroshima and Nagasaki were destroyed on 6 & 9 Aug 1945, independent nations and their national academies of sciences were united on 24 Oct 1945 in a desperate attempt by frightened world leaders to protect themselves and the world from nuclear annihilation by hiding the source of energy that powers atomic bombs and cores of ordinary stars like the Sun, galaxies like the Milky Way, and the expanding universe:
That is how Einstein’s 1905 discovery disrupted humanity upward evolution and enslaved us all.
]]>“The system” wants to teach the individual ‘its’ “importance”, thus insuring ‘its’ survival.
The individual is where true power resides.
What if “the people” simply is a demonstration of the “individual” creating its own separation and thus creating time to realize its own error.
What if “I really am another yourself” but I continue to stand on this side of the river wondering what is on the other side of the river? Is the system that important?
Why not just go to the other side of the river?
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