https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H6b70TUbdfs

it helps to remember that we were all supposed
to be properly brain-dead by now. but here we
are, talking about it. i am not saying anything
that you do not already know – but if you can
stay in the moment without projecting or going over
and over events, what you are feeling will pass.
it will likely come back again but perhaps pass
more quickly.

we are withstanding and moving
beyond the uncountable ways the inbreds have of
producing trauma and apathy. something happened.
and it cannot unhappen.

can you take a little break?

Very well put; yes I would agree to what you have to said…its seems we do read.

Gloomy pessimist…yes: I thought I was an informed skeptic. Am I that gloomy…Time to look at that?

It is not that the system is…it is how it is built. It is how it is put together. Take all those idiots out of office. And still. Suspicious; designed for a specific type of need, a special type of mind, to rise from within it. And exploit those who care not to think that in that manner. Its debases so easily to the lowest. The design allows and gives way for corruption; and dehumanize, even in its processes to help.

Which strangely enough is part of what it trying to do. But it can’t help being broken; it wounds, and tries to heal.

And these many built-in obsolescences, seeking something other than what is purported. A pain machine, making pain. Granted, take away all that, that is based on the victim, and victimology and a sizable piece of government bureacracies and institutions vanishes.

Have you ever looked at packaging, it’s one of my pet peeves. If when ever I think of self-abuse, I simply think about packaging. lol. Its sole purpose is to heap onto the consumer toxic waste that a corporation wishes not to have to deal with, and so they pass it on cleverly disguised, in an overly designed and overtly manufactured container holding an inferior and disposable product. In the conclusion that it has hidden its sin. It is built in mistrust. Many times I find things built to obviously waste resources. A seventy-five cent can, with a dime label, holding soup worth less than a nickel. They are really metaphors, adding up to poems of the thing.

I have seen bulldozers dig large holes to hold army surplus; never used, burnt or destroyed because new budgets enable new buying. But dare they give it away.

Ninety percent of the vehicles on the road are overbuilt for power, but under built for quality.
There is such tremendous abundance. The resource potential in just collecting waste is unbelievable.

Can good people, come to these positions of power and enable change for the better. Possibly that is the renaissance, of this dark age we leave…I thank you for your kind words Josh.
But I still can’t see the light yet.